tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15012209831380227592011-04-22T06:49:43.927+08:00weirdohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15532191588753714403noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1501220983138022759.post-20930113154718081762007-10-13T14:00:00.000+08:002007-10-13T14:09:27.827+08:00this excruciating pain deep within.. it's eating me up inside that i'm finding it so hard to hide. my mind is going mad with the thoughts of suicide and to end all this with a sacrifice. my hearts gone dark.. constantly beating but torn apart. so frozen and so cold, diminishing as death takes hold. not love or life can save me now as my last breath escape from me.. blood flowing on the floor ending all my misery.. now that i am here in deaths cold embrace... no longer broken nor feeling pain resting in peace, my soul no longer weeps.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1501220983138022759-2093011315471808176?l=anonymous-freak.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>weirdohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15532191588753714403noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1501220983138022759.post-61318823536178014702007-09-02T22:23:00.000+08:002007-09-12T21:51:10.559+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">here i am again..writing whatever comes to mind. thinking of things that i probably shouldn't...i hate what i've become. an emotional freak. i hate how all these negative thoughts are controlling me...it annoys me so much that i'm letting it take hold of me...my mind is confused and very unstable. i feel like i am both emotionally and mentally unstable...i feel like something is missing in my life but can't quite figure out where to start looking...i feel betrayed by my own life...i know that nothing is easy in this life...i think i've experienced them all...the ups and downs... happiness and sadness...and everything in between...i am thankful for all the experiences at the same time i wonder...what if i made different choices...would my life still be the same...?</span></span> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1501220983138022759-6131882353617801470?l=anonymous-freak.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>weirdohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15532191588753714403noreply@blogger.com